My friend led us into the house by the fire and
showed uswhere we could put our
mattresses on the verandah overlooking a small grassy area centered by a
massive Poinsettia tree with two huge limbs emerging and between them and
entwined with them, another broad leaf tree growing in the centre. By the base
of the tree stood a little table covered in candles and with some musical
instruments around, and beyond this was the little octagonal house. I was given a brief tour of the whole place, there was an amazing toilet off
the verandah on the meeting-house, covered in artwork, and there were
two more toilets in the house. My friend explained that the Mother Ayahuasca
coordinated things beautifully, so that even with 24 people purging to some
degree or another, there was never a time when anybody had to wait for the
toilet.
There were about 15 in the initiation house
and inside the main house were another few people lying on mattresses and there
were four of us on the verandah, and one or two scattered around the
grounds. I asked if there might be a shirt for me and indeed he had one which was awesome I thought – On the
back it had two serpents – one large one emerging from below, and another
smaller one coming down from above to meet the large one below. The one coming
from below reminded me of the Iboga serpent I had seen on my Iboga journeys, a
massive presence coming up off the jungle floor in response to the hypnotic
Bwiti rhythms. The one coming down from above looked like the Ayahuasca vine coming
down from the trees to meet the Iboga serpent coming up from the roots! It was explained to me that all the shirts were different one-offs – it was the Aya spirit
that came to him and guided the creation of the prints, he said, and it was
usually perfect for what people needed…
THE SERPENTS AND THE CRYSTAL
THE SERPENTS AND THE CRYSTAL
Look at how the big Rainbow Warrior crystal came alive when I placed it on the altar beneath the
image on the shirt in my sleeping room. My sleeping room has been re-created into a
sacred Ayahuasca cave and home of the Aya and Iboga serpents!
The rainbows that are appearing in the centre of the crystal
– I know exactly what they are, after at long last watching my Harry Oldfield video at
Jasen and Aimee’s after the Aya ceremony. I ordered this from nexus last year,
and I’ve been carrying it around for about a year, but only now found the
window of opportunity to watch it with Jasen and Aimee. In the video Harry demonstrated his Invisible Universe - with videos of entities in crystals that looked just like this one - with his PIP photography method
that his son has now developed into lenses you can wear, or put in front of
your iphone camera to get images of entities with the rainbow plasma glowing.
But in my room the entity in my big crystal
is perfectly visible to the naked eye with the help of an incandescent bulb on
the ceiling! A rainbow crystal entity captured in digital color, glowing with
the awesome rainbow luminosity of Comunindios and the Ayahuasca spirit
universe!
The seven white lights on the crystal seem
to represent the 7 orbs of the ancient heavens, that Santos was explaining on
his video today, including the sun and the moon. So if the biggest one with the
little comet attached is the sun, then the next one that appears to be eclipsed
on the blood moon eclipse, and indeed producing the beautiful luminescent color
display, has to be the moon and the lunar essence, shared by the Ayahuasca
mother! Zooming in on this more information is available to the stunned
extrasensory sensual apparatus, opened up by the mother, and made visible to
the eye of the mortal human through the lens of an iphone 5.
And then zooming in even more you can make
out one of the faces of this awesome electrical rainbow silicon plasma light
entity, especially created for our visual recognition and astonishment …
So putting it all together with Mr. Keshe’s
explanations and Harry Oldfield’s discoveries, what a wonderful Universe is
opened up to us in the plasma universe! The sight of these colors then are the
rainbow lights that give the all clear for us in our graduation from the village
of the earth to the Village of the Universe – (move from being Vandorps to van Dorps lol) – as MK said before he gave the transmission on the Eclipse cycle
6 months ago in April Easter Good Friday. “The reason for this teaching and
this progress is very simple – we are opening the doors for this animal of the
man on this jungle of the earth to learn the works and the ways of the
Universe.” That was when he proclaimed at the
Vatican that he was the Messiah, but he also gave an invitation to Pope Francis
to come and meet the aliens, at his place just a few hundred kms north of Rome
in Desanzano.
SANTOS BY THE FIRE
The shaman eventually came out and made the rounds of everyone and I spent a good 10 minutes chatting with her and told her about our experience with the Iboga root bark, and that I had been led by coincidence into researching the Ayahuasca on the flight away from our adverse event (shudder) and now had a carefully researched letter from a Professional Medic regarding the safety of Ayahuasca. She said she would appreciate a copy as they are doing a similar thing in Oz as in NZ, gently making efforts to legitimize the use of the Mother Ayahuasca in the laws of the land.
Then I met Santos at the fire and we had an
immediate spark of recognition, and understanding each other on a level of angelic existence – indeed he was going under another name - Samael. There was an immediate spark of interest and recognition and I got so engaged in talking with him I
didn’t notice that she had come to the fire, and was standing behind us,
until she said gently “there still seems to be a lot of conversation?” It was
time to go into the lodge where she had her mattress at the door and about 15 other people who had mostly had a ceremony the previous night and this
was their second night in a row. We were about 24 people inside the lodge as
she told us about Comunindios, in her soft south American accented Australian
very clearly understood in her grace but firmness for the correct ceremony to
take place.
Comunindios was a small part of what was
now the hundred-year-old huge movement of the Santo Daime Church in Brazil. The
plant had been four hundred years in hiding, she explained, but in the
last hundred years she had come out of her hiding place to go to all the
continents and heal the people of the earth and the earth herself.
THE MOTHER AYAHUASCA
THE MOTHER AYAHUASCA
Mother Ayahuasca was a very gentle presence
that was here to heal people to love people, and nurture them into the spirit
realms. Once we had drunk the brew we were in a special protective zone that
was the boundaries of the property, and we weren’t to go outside of that till
the final ritual at the fire the following morning. Inside that zone we were
safe, she said, and said many other things, but the point that stood out in my
memory was her point about that if the Mother Ayahuasca wanted you to die, then
it was OK to go ahead and die, and your body would be safe here for you to
return when you want come back to it. That was a little different to Iboga, I
reflected, in which I had personal experience of unexpected death. The pact
that I was going to make with my Iboga clients from now on was that if they got
the choice to go on or come back, that they would come back.
Now reflecting again I reach towards new
understanding of the dual roles of the Iboga and Aya Healing Serpents, one from
South America and the other from West Africa, the two continents that appear to
fit together like hand in glove, or two lovers spooning. It was the leaves of
the Tree of Life that were to be used for the healing of the Nations according
to the Book of Revelations, but it was the sacred root that brought the gifts
of the serpent of the Tree of Knowledge.
The symbol on my new shirt signified a
meeting of the Tree of Life with the Tree of Knowledge I thought, on the
evening of the 19th day of October, which would see a combustion of
Mars with Comet Siding Spring – and that would indeed see a great flash of
combustion in the atmosphere of Mars in at least one earth based telescope, the
next day, as seen from this telescope in Tenerife.
The other thing that was happening in my
consciousness was a growing understanding of how solar activity and sunspots
interact with the earth weather and the cyclonic storm systems, hurricanes and
typhoons. Just now there was a humongous sized complex of sunspots just
cresting the limb and it had already produced a couple of large M class flares
with a big coronal mass ejection before it was even visible. It would be
interesting to see what would happen to this beauty, sunspot number 2192.
The ritual by the fire was simple and beautiful, three Aaauuummmms, and holding hands in a circle around the fire, and then we had to say our names and our number. I was Cornelius and I was Number 14 around the fire. I didn’t know it at the time but sunspot number 2192 delivered a most unusual long flare without coronal mass ejection for a few hours during the Aya journey as I discovered the next day on SolarWatcher’s youtube channel, and was quite awestruck to realize that 2192 counted up was also 14, and I felt like maybe my heart was connected to that sun spot during and after the journey.
GREEN AYAHUASCA FIRE
All of this came into focus over the next
days after the journey, but at the time the journey was an incredibly beautiful
experience. It was dominated and centered in an awesomely powerful feeling of
gratitude, with overflowing tears of joy and healing, at being able to deliver
one’s heart to the goddess alive and beating in its plasma fire essence. The
green glass of brew I was expecting to taste bitter but it was the sweetest
nectar to my tongue, and I had to savor it with three sips. Then the glass was
filled with water to not waste any drops of the precious substance. Then I had
to pick a card – I could barely see it in the firelight but mine was something like “Be Strong!”
After taking the brew most of the people
went and laid on their mattresses and a few of us stayed by the fire for another
half hour or so. Then the medicine started coming on, and it was definitely
time to go and lie down. I was a bit worried as Jasen had given me some
acidophilus capsules for my gut after the antibiotics, and my tummy was
rumbling. Oh No! I thought, I might have a bit of diarrhoea – especially as I
had weakened and had some toast and avocado that morning, when my intention had
been to eat fruit only.
But the first thing the Ayahuasca mother
said, as I laid down on my mattress, was that she was going to be gentle. It
was an intuitive knowing but a clear communication from the mother that came in
spirit, and it was true. The first phase of the journey was a profound
immersion in gratitude and the presence of the Ayahuasca mother incarnated, ghostly white and shimmering in the darkness, often
visible from the deck if I opened one eye, and sometimes I could see the
flickering of her rattle as she sang Spanish songs and some in English, and
some that were even echoed by bird life in the forest. Through it all was the
feeling of the huge gratitude in my heart for the beauty of existence and the
love that was emanating from the Aya Mother. After a couple of hours I heard a
voice telling me it was time to go to the toilet, where I had a gentle purge
and was just heading back to the mattress when I discovered everyone lining up
for the 2nd dose.
It was good to be in bare feet and feeling
the damp earth under my toes. She looked into my eyes, and leaned closer,
asking me if it was OK. Oh yes! My heart and soul connected with Her through my
eyes. More than OK, as I closed my eyes and kissed the tips of my fingers
telling her that my heart was awestruck and full of the Beauty. Good, She
whispered, and added a little more into the glass.
YOU CAN'T SINK A RAINBOW
This led into the second phase when I looked up into the sky – there perfectly framed between the post and the tree was the Southern Cross, twinkling in a dark blue sky. The view of the Southern Cross took me back immediately into the year of 1987 when I over wintered at the Greenpeace Antarctic base, and became very familiar with the Southern Cross. The main Skipper of the Rainbow Warrior I and II had telexed us when we 4 over winterers were holding the fort. His message was that the fifth star of the Southern Cross, Epsilon Crucis, had been renamed and it was now the Rainbow Warrior.
YOU CAN'T SINK A RAINBOW
This led into the second phase when I looked up into the sky – there perfectly framed between the post and the tree was the Southern Cross, twinkling in a dark blue sky. The view of the Southern Cross took me back immediately into the year of 1987 when I over wintered at the Greenpeace Antarctic base, and became very familiar with the Southern Cross. The main Skipper of the Rainbow Warrior I and II had telexed us when we 4 over winterers were holding the fort. His message was that the fifth star of the Southern Cross, Epsilon Crucis, had been renamed and it was now the Rainbow Warrior.
Pete Wilcox was the guy that single
handedly took on the mission of building the Rainbow Warrior II after the first
one was bombed in Auckland harbor by the French Secret Service in 1985. The
French were caught red handed (still with Fernando Pereira’s blood on their
hands) by the NZ Police and had to pay reparations of ten million to NZ and
another ten million to Greenpeace, with which he built a new Rainbow Warrior. I
was fortunate enough to later sail under his command on the RWII in 1990 on a
driftnet expedition in the North Pacific.
But now I was on the deck in the rain forest reflecting on these things, and I started looking for the fifth star, but I
could not find it anywhere. I looked harder and suddenly there were a few stars
twinkling through in different colors, sparkling with rainbow luminescent
color, more and more of them till I realized if I looked with a big enough
telescope there would be millions of Rainbow Warriors. But on this occasion I
reckon there were about 24! We were all Rainbow Warriors! It was a powerful
realization that was punctuated by the card I had drawn, Be Strong, and also by
the awesome power of a lunar eclipse empowering the spirit planets in the Fire
signs.
It was a message of powerful grace that
allowed me to embody the energy of the Rainbow Warrior, with some pre-knowledge
as I was aware of the Sabian symbols, and the interactions of the different
energies of the stellar orbs in this remarkable eclipse window, that allowed
all of us to become fearless warriors on the side of Love and Light and Truth.
There was so much gratitude in my heart as I soared in the cosmic spaces,
returning every now and then to the compound to feel the grace and the power of
the Ayahuasca goddess gently keeping us all safe and doing her rounds checking
on everybody. What an overwhelmingly awesomely beautiful experience – way
beyond words!
By the time it was the third dose the dawn
light was brightening in the East, and the tropical bird chorus had started. I
lay there and thought – wow! This is strong! The card said be strong, so I
guess I should go and have another dose. But when I moved my head the nausea
was intense and there was no way I could get my body off the mattress. About a
half hour later I had a violent bout of vomiting that I think everybody heard
echoing from the verandah, but it felt like a another beautiful gift as I was
able to gather all the poison from the last few weeks and months, anything that
didn’t sit right in me, into my stomach and then purge it out in the form of an
evil black broth. Then I laid there in bliss for another few hours watching the
colors brighten, the jacaranda flowers and the colorful bird life emerging out
of the night – until it was time to gather in the house again and relate our
story of what happened to us.
What a beautiful group of people, it
already felt like I was life long friends with everybody there, and then at the
finishing ceremony by the fire there was a group hug, in the middle of which
the living incarnation of the Mother Ayahuasca hugged me personally as the
newest initiate, and everybody else hugged us all around.
FOCUS ON SOUTH AMERICA
The other thing I realized later was that,
in the dream with the bison and the three goddesses I had also carried with me
a crystal for protection. On waking I knew which one it was – it was the
amethyst smoky elestial mountain range with tabular plateau that I had got at
the same time as my Rainbow Warrior crystal. So it came with me on the journey
as well, and it was only later that I realized that it came from Brazil, the
same place as Comunindios.
It was later on as I watched the daily
Suspicious Observer news for progress with sun spot 2192 that I realized a lot
of the sun spot’s focus was on Brazil too, with several flares coming at the
early morning hour in Australia that connected with midday over Brazil –
therefore most of the flares were over the Pacific and S America, like this X.1
class flare on October 22 with its maximal effect right over the Amazon!
So there was an ongoing deepening and
personal aspect to this eclipse that continued for the next week or so and prompted me to put together a Aya Siding Spring playlist on youtube to keep track of the events, and thus discover ever more ripples in the tapestry of synchronicity.
THE BAHA'I CALENDAR
At one point I got out my Bahá'í calendar and realized with a shock how Mr. Keshe’s road map of 2014 and 2015 was fitting in, not only with this sequence of blood moon eclipses, but also with the calendar created by the beautiful Báb in Persia in the 1840s – the primal point was putting together the calendar and the numerological structure of the new order, built as it was of nines and nineteens, way back in the 1840s.
THE BAHA'I CALENDAR
At one point I got out my Bahá'í calendar and realized with a shock how Mr. Keshe’s road map of 2014 and 2015 was fitting in, not only with this sequence of blood moon eclipses, but also with the calendar created by the beautiful Báb in Persia in the 1840s – the primal point was putting together the calendar and the numerological structure of the new order, built as it was of nines and nineteens, way back in the 1840s.
It was all pretty amazing, seeing the
higher forces at work, and it seemed to be all for the healing of the planet. Bahá’u’lláh’s
promised day for the coming of age of humanity had come, with the delivery of A
NEW SCIENCE – on the first day of the Month if Ilm Knowledge, with a Mercury solar conjunction opening the doors of
communication again, it was all a very powerful formula and at the same time a
magical spell, being cast in between the lunar and solar eclipse of this 2nd
blood moon eclipse. And it was synchronous with the dual serpents of the Aya
Iboga meeting on the 19th day of October, the day before the
encounter of Mars with Comet Siding Spring. It was almost as powerful as the
events of the 1st blood moon eclipse in April.
On this one too the Bahá calendar had
meshed perfectly with the eclipse cycle between the feasts of Jalal Glory and Jamal Beauty. Inside of
the eclipse cycle with its Sabian symbol indicating a theme of Death and
Resurrection, was the Good Friday announcement of the Science Messiah that he
had come and opened the doors to the Village of the Universe. Meanwhile, as
with the October event, there was a Mercury conjunction of Sun to open the
media channels and broadcast across the Universe the good news of the Science
Messiah, promised by Bahá’u’lláh. Then most of the rest of the eclipse cycle
was inside the Feast of Ridvan, celebrated as the time in 1863, that Bahá’u’lláh
announced that He was the One the Báb had referred to as ‘Him whom God shall make manifest’. At the
same time, Mr. Keshe revealed his origins by the title of his letter to humanity
he wrote previously “In the Name of the Glory of God” (=Bahá’u’lláh). The new letter introduced at the April eclipse was IN MY NAME.
SUN SERPENTS
SUN SERPENTS
Dan Winter told us years ago the story of
how a hundred children singing with intention could have a powerful effect n
the activity of the sun, and now I had personal evidence of solar connection.
So if a hundred children could have such a powerful effect, what about a Divine
manifestation like Bahá’u’lláh? It made me wonder if the remarkable solar flare
and sun spot event that was followed by Aurora across the earth in 1859, and
blew up many of the new telegraph stations that were being built around the
world, was connected to the emotions and heart of El Bahá as he returned to the Bábi community in Baghdad? He
indeed referred to himself and the other divine manifestations like Jesus,
Muhammad, Buddha, Zoroaster etc as the Sun rising at different points on the
Horizon.
The sun spot group was carefully charted by
the young Carrington, and the event that followed was the strongest geomagnetic
storm event to have hit the planet in written history, and became know as the
Carrington Event. Looking at it as Carrington drew it, it looks exactly like a
coiled serpent.
Sunspots of September
1, 1859, as sketched by Richard Carrington. A and B mark the initial positions of an intensely
bright event, which moved over the course of 5 minutes to C and D before
disappearing.
Wikipedia reports ‘On
Saturday, September 3, 1859, the Baltimore American and Commercial Advertiser reported, "Those who happened to be out
late on Thursday night had an opportunity of witnessing another magnificent
display of the auroral lights. The phenomenon was very similar to the display
on Sunday night, though at times the light was, if possible, more brilliant,
and the prismatic hues more varied and gorgeous. The light appeared to cover
the whole firmament, apparently like a luminous cloud, through which the stars
of the larger magnitude indistinctly shone. The light was greater than that of
the moon at its full, but had an indescribable softness and delicacy that
seemed to envelop everything upon which it rested. Between 12 and 1 o'clock,
when the display was at its full brilliancy, the quiet streets of the city
resting under this strange light, presented a beautiful as well as singular
appearance."[10]’
This picture is from a youtube NASA Science Cast, which
details the story of a massive Carrington-like series of Coronal Mass ejections
that narrowly missed the Earth in July 2012!
THE MAID OF HEAVEN
THE MAID OF HEAVEN
Researching Bahá’u’lláh in 1859 I found
this was the period in Baghdad following the two years he spent living in a
cave in the Sulaymaniyah Mountains as a Dervish, and his writings were replete
with references to the Maid of Heaven, the highest form of God, as referred to
in the Tablet of the Temple. He was totally in Love with the Maid of Heaven
during this period.
"While engulfed
in tribulations I heard a most wondrous, a most sweet voice, calling above My
head. Turning My face, I beheld a Maiden — the embodiment of the remembrance of
the name of My Lord — suspended in the air before Me. So rejoiced was she in
her very soul that her countenance shone with the ornament of the good-pleasure
of God, and her cheeks glowed with the brightness of the All-Merciful. Betwixt
Earth and Heaven she was raising a call which captivated the hearts and minds
of men. She was imparting to both My inward and outer being tidings which
rejoiced My soul, and the souls of God's honoured servants. Pointing with her
finger unto My head, she addressed all who are in Heaven and all who are on
Earth saying: "By God! This is the best beloved of the worlds, and yet ye
comprehend not. This is the Beauty of God amongst you, and the power of His
sovereignty within you, could ye but understand."
This was the period that Bahá’u’lláh produced The
Hidden Words – the book I had come to think of as the real most Holy
Book, and the one that I sometimes used as my most Holy Tarot Deck, or oracle,
which always seemed to give enlightenment on any question I had. Bahá'ís are advised
by Abdu'l-baha the son of Bahá'u'lláh to read them every day and every
night and to implement its latent wisdom into their daily lives. He also said
that The Hidden Words is
"a treasury of divine mysteries" and that when one ponders its
contents, "the doors of the mysteries will open."
NABIL-I-AKBAR
NABIL-I-AKBAR
‘Nabil-i-Akbar [who was later named by
the Guardian as one of the 19 Apostles of Bahá'u'lláh] was acknowledged as one
of the most outstanding men of learning in Persia. His fame had spread
throughout the country to such an extent that once, when he spoke incognito to
a number of divines in far-off [city of] Kirman, his listeners were lost in
admiration of his superb discourse and some were heard to say that the only
person in the whole country who could rival such a man in the field of learning
and knowledge would be the famous Mulla Muhammad-i-Qa'ini (that is,
Nabil-i-Akbar himself).
‘He embraced the Bábí Faith about the
year 1853. Some six years later [about 1859], while in Baghdad, he went to
visit Bahá'u'lláh. [this is before Bahá'u'lláh’s Declaration in the Garden of
Ridvan in 1863] There he was warmly received by Him, and was accorded the
honour of staying in the outer apartments of His house, normally reserved for
the reception of visitors. Mirza Aqa Jan [Bahá'u'lláh’s amanuensis] was
instructed by Bahá'u'lláh to act as host to him. The following is an extract
from the spoken chronicle of Nabil-i-Akbar relating the events of those few
days that he spent in the house of Bahá'u'lláh:
“One afternoon I was seated in the room
talking with Mulla Muhammad-Sadiq-i-Khurasani, known as Muqaddas. He was a
learned man of great dignity and stature. As we were talking together,
Bahá'u'lláh, Who had just returned from the town, arrived in the outer
apartment accompanied by Prince Mulk-Ara whose hand He was holding. Mulla
Sadiq, who was the embodiment of dignity and solemnity, immediately rose to his
feet and prostrated himself at the feet of Bahá'u'lláh. This action did not
please Bahá'u'lláh Who angrily rebuked Mulla Sadiq and ordered him to rise
immediately, after which He went out of the room followed by the Prince.
I was amazed and bewildered at such
behaviour on the part of Mulla Sadiq as I had never expected such an important
person to act in this manner. Having witnessed Bahá'u'lláh's reaction also, I
expressed my disapproval of Mulla Sadiq's behaviour and admonished him for it,
saying: 'You are a man who occupies an exalted position in the realm of
knowledge and learning and, above all else, you had the honour of attaining the
presence of the Báb Himself. Your rank is next to the Letters of the Living and
you are one of the Witnesses [The Báb nominated certain believers as
'Witnesses' to the Bayan -- the Mother Book of the Bábí Dispensation -- to
testify to its validity and authenticity as the Word of God, until the
appearance of 'Him Whom God shall make manifest' (i.e. Bahá'u'lláh) when their
functions as 'Witnesses' would come to an end.] of the Dispensation of the Báb.
It is true that Bahá'u'lláh is an eminent person Who belongs to the nobility
and His ancestors have occupied high positions in the government. It is also
true that He has suffered persecution and imprisonment as a result of embracing
the Cause of God, that all His possessions have been confiscated and that He
has finally been exiled to this land. Yet, your behaviour towards Him this
afternoon was like that of an unworthy servant towards his glorious Lord.’
Mulla Sadiq refrained from answering me.
He was in a state of spiritual intoxication, his face beaming with joy; he
merely said to me, 'I beseech God to tear asunder the veil for thee and shower
His bounties upon thy person through His abundant grace.'
After this incident, I decided in my
heart to investigate and began to observe the person of Bahá'u'lláh and His
actions very carefully. The more I observed the less I discovered any sign
which could point to His claiming a station. On the contrary, I observed in Him
nothing, either in word or deed, except humility, self-effacement, servitude
and utter nothingness. As a result, I was led into grievous error, believing
that I was in every way superior to Bahá'u'lláh, and preferred my own self to
Him.
It was through my vain imagining that in
the gatherings of the friends I always used to occupy the seat of honour,
assume the function of the speaker and would not give an opportunity to
Bahá'u'lláh or anyone else to say anything. One afternoon, Bahá'u'lláh arranged
a meeting in His house and a number of friends had gathered, as usual, in the
same large room, a room around which, according to the Pen of the Most High,
circle in adoration the people of Bahá. Again, I occupied the seat of honour.
Bahá'u'lláh sat in the midst of the friends and was serving tea with His own
hands.
In the course of the meeting, a certain
question was asked. Having satisfied myself that no one in the room was capable
of tackling the problem, I began to speak. All the friends were attentively
listening and were absolutely silent, except Bahá'u'lláh Who occasionally,
while agreeing with my exposition, made a few comments on the subject.
Gradually He took over and I became silent. His explanations were so profound
and the ocean of His utterance surged with such a power that my whole being was
overtaken with awe and fear. Spellbound by His words, I was plunged into a
state of dazed bewilderment. After a few minutes of listening to His words --
words of unparalleled wonder and majesty -- I became dumbfounded. I could no
longer hear His voice. Only by the movement of His lips did I know that He was
still speaking. I felt deeply ashamed and troubled that I was occupying the
seat of honour in that meeting. I waited impatiently until I saw that His lips
were no longer moving when I knew that He had finished talking. Like a helpless
bird which is freed from the claws of a mighty falcon I rose to my feet and
went out. There three times I hit my head hard against the wall and rebuked
myself for my spiritual blindness.”
The eyes of Nabil-i-Akbar were at last
opened. He attended another meeting, this time in Kazimayn in the house of a
certain Haji Abdu'l-Majid-i-Shirazi. Bahá'u'lláh was present at this meeting.
He spoke about the mysteries and origin of creation. Here a new world, full of
fresh significances, dawned upon Nabil-i-Akbar who considered every word of
Bahá'u'lláh's to be like a priceless gem. All that Nabil-i-Akbar had heard and
studied during his life appeared to him to be but the talk of children.
At this point he decided to find out
directly from Bahá'u'lláh Himself what His station was and wrote a letter to
Him which he begged 'Abdu'l-Bahá to deliver. The next day he received a Tablet
in which Bahá'u'lláh alluded to His lofty station. This was the end of
Nabil-i-Akbar's search for truth, for he wrote a second letter to Bahá'u'lláh,
this time humbly acknowledging Him as the Supreme Manifestation of God and
begging Him to guide his steps in His service. Bahá'u'lláh instructed him to
return to Persia and teach the Cause of God there.
Nabil-i-Akbar dedicated his whole life to
the service of the Cause, suffering much persecution from the enemies of the
Faith. He rose to such heights of service and dedication that few among the
Apostles of Bahá'u'lláh have been able to rival his attainments.
He died in 1892 soon after the ascension of
Bahá'u'lláh and was buried in the city of Bukhara. 'Abdu'l-Bahá asked that a
delegation of nine believers visit his grave on His behalf and there chant a
Tablet of visitation which He had written especially for him. A few years later
He instructed the nephew of Nabil-i-Akbar to transfer his remains from Bukhara
to Ishqabad -- a move which proved providential as the graveyard was demolished
soon after by the authorities. (Adib Taherzadeh, ‘The Revelation of Bahá'u'lláh,
vol. 1, pp. 92-94)
WORK AT THE EMERGENCY DEPARTMENT
Overcome with emotion and with tears covering my face I looked at the clock and realized with a shock it was 5 minutes away from work time at the ED! I rushed into my scrubs and got to work about 5 minutes late – as usual! At that point the ED had been a nightmare for the last 7 days, since the solar eclipse, and it had been so chaotic for the seven days that nobody at work could believe that it could go on for so long. We did have busy days and nights but never for 7 nights in a row! The change was marked and indeed it appeared to be on the day of the eclipse, though I heard some comments about mercury being retrograde as well.
Overcome with emotion and with tears covering my face I looked at the clock and realized with a shock it was 5 minutes away from work time at the ED! I rushed into my scrubs and got to work about 5 minutes late – as usual! At that point the ED had been a nightmare for the last 7 days, since the solar eclipse, and it had been so chaotic for the seven days that nobody at work could believe that it could go on for so long. We did have busy days and nights but never for 7 nights in a row! The change was marked and indeed it appeared to be on the day of the eclipse, though I heard some comments about mercury being retrograde as well.
The day after the Aya ceremony I had a call
from work saying that Dhana’s mum had been taken sick in India and they wanted
me to cover the night shift for the next few weeks on and off – I was delighted
because that was the job I did for years and I always found I functioned very
efficiently as a nocturnal owl – if I could get a couple of sets of 40 winks at
work during the night I only seemed to need four or five hours sleep per day,
whereas when I work during the day I need a good 8 hours. It was good for my
creative process with the writing projects too.
So the first 3 days were still inside the
eclipse cycle under the influence of the lunar eclipse – with its sabian symbol of brownies and fairies
dancing in the setting sun – and the nights on call were very peaceful. I
managed to get a few hours sleep each night and then drove to Gold Coast twice
during the days. Then the solar eclipse happened and the shit hit the fan. For
7 nights solid it was chaos, accidents, heart attacks, 3 ambulances turning up
at once, lots of people going crazy and having to be forcibly sedated and
sectioned to Lismore Hospital, which itself was under severe stress so they had
a block on all transfers. Serious stress every night. This didn’t seem to have
anything to do with being tourists on a bus, this was like going to battle
every night!
I could only think that maybe a lot of
karmic stuff was being worked out very quickly. After all, if Truthfulness was
going to be the Foundation of the New World Order, then a lot of people were
going to be hit very hard very quickly I guessed. But I started hoping and
praying for some relief after a few nights of it, and in fact last night Oct 29
seems to have marked a shift, and for the first time in a week we actually had
time to chat with other staff members.
SUNSPOT NUMBER 2192
During the week I also watched closely the
progress of the massive sun spot number 2192 on Suspicious Observer news – it
was the first time I had watched a sun spot in it’s progress from right to left
as the Sun made its own revolution in respect of the earth.
It all started on October 15 when this spot
released a huge solar eruption and CME which was unusual for it’s long
duration, even before it swung into view, as in Ben Davidson’s words, ‘Mercury
swung in to commence 10 days of highly significant planetary geometry.’
If it wasn’t for this massive coronal
ejection, which was not earth directed but still caused a radio blackout on a
large part of the Earth, we wouldn’t have actually seen this sunspot till
October 16th the Feast Of Ilm
Knowledge. And then it took 13 days till we got the last glimpses of this
beautiful sunspot grouping, still sputtering and throwing out M and X class
flares, as it left the earth-facing disc on the 29th - 30th
October. Apart from the first CME, which marked an up tick in earthquake
activity, none of the rest of its flares had any CME associated. So I found the
normal period of view for a sunspot group on the earth is 13 - 14 days, in this case 14 – haha! And
this means the suns period of rotation must be about 28 days – the same as the
lunar cycle.
The earth in its turn rotates every 24
hours, and the Sunspot over the 13 days of its earth facing life, made a series
of impressive M class and X Class flares, mostly facing the Pacific Ocean and
South America, though surprising everyone with the fact that these flares were
without any major Coronal Mass Ejections. On the18th there was again an unusually
long flare – this was the one associated with the Aya Journey, then the next
day the 19th there was the combustion event of Siding Spring with
Mars.
SOLAR ECLIPSE
Then the Solar eclipse on 23rd October marked a turbulent change in the atmosphere at the ED. It was like my sun was eclipsed that night as well. It was a terrible night and I had several very sick kids to look after. Normally very skilled and efficient in placing IV lines in kids, I found myself back in the fear and terror of the house surgeon days having a 5th attempt at an IV line sweating over a screaming infant, while there was chaos behind me in the ED. It was a traumatic night – and all I could do was go and sleep and get back to work the next night for 7 nights in a row!
SOLAR ECLIPSE
Then the Solar eclipse on 23rd October marked a turbulent change in the atmosphere at the ED. It was like my sun was eclipsed that night as well. It was a terrible night and I had several very sick kids to look after. Normally very skilled and efficient in placing IV lines in kids, I found myself back in the fear and terror of the house surgeon days having a 5th attempt at an IV line sweating over a screaming infant, while there was chaos behind me in the ED. It was a traumatic night – and all I could do was go and sleep and get back to work the next night for 7 nights in a row!
On the 25th there was a line up
of Earth Mercury Sun and Venus, and this conjunction was rewarded with the
biggest flare -an X3 flare, but again without any Coronal Mass Ejection.
SOLAR LIFE FORMS
It is dawning on me as I write that this
sunspot is a beautiful entity on the Sun. These sunspot groups are the life
forms - the Solar life forms, similar to the silicon crystalline life forms in
the crystals. And in fact, thinking about it even more, they are pairs of life
forms, because there does seem to be a definite polarity going on. There was
definitely a male – female magnetic thing going on, and OMG – when you look at
the sunspot grouping above, the flaring was mostly coming from the red circle,
which would have to be the female form, with the blue being the male. And on SO
news I had seen the blue (north pole at the moment) positive magnetic energy
intensifying inside the negative (south pole at the moment) red circle prior to
a flare, and realized it was very much like a sexual pairing of the magnetics
that caused a solar flare, and almost always in this case without an ejection
of plasma.
After that there were 3 more days of chaos
and accidents in the ED before on the 29th with the sunspot grouping
still sputtering and moving out of sight, things seem to be settling down.
2192 – X3 flare October 25th
2014
THE ANCIENT BEAUTY
And then early on the morning October 30th I was for the first time rewarded with the gift of being in the visible presence of Bahá'u'lláh! In the early morning hours before sunup in my Aya cave, after the emotional connection with Nabil-i-Akbar the night before when he understood and saw the Ancient Beauty for the first time, I was suddenly in the presence of Bahá'u'lláh.
And then early on the morning October 30th I was for the first time rewarded with the gift of being in the visible presence of Bahá'u'lláh! In the early morning hours before sunup in my Aya cave, after the emotional connection with Nabil-i-Akbar the night before when he understood and saw the Ancient Beauty for the first time, I was suddenly in the presence of Bahá'u'lláh.
We were on some stone steps, like in a
medieval castle, and he was there in a richly brocaded royal blue robe, and he sat down on a step. I immediately sat down on the stone pavement below
his level, and was stunned into humility at the feeling of the Beauty of his presence.
He got up and left but felt like I was happy for eternity now I had felt the light, and I
was happy to crouch here for the rest of eternity my soul was so happy. And
then he came back and was with me for a while longer.
What a blessed dream, now I feel safe, and
even more richly blessed, and forever assisted by the Concourse on high and the
angels of the Abhá paradise, whom I have found to deliver as Abdu’l Baha
promised, when he said if we called for aid and assistance they would come down
in continuous succession to our aid.
And finally as a random access first thing in the morning after a dawn
prayer to get a final word from the Ancient Beauty himself from that period in
1856 – 1859 when he came through with The Hidden Words, I came up with Number 38 in the Persian.
O SON OF SPIRIT!
Burst thy cage asunder, and
even as the phoenix of love soar into the firmament of holiness. Renounce
thyself, and filled with the spirit of mercy, abide in the realm of celestial
sanctity.
